Nervous Excitement: Waiting for NEET 2019 Official Answer Key

More than feeling excited, I'm tensed. This is my first attempt to write on Quora, albeit being a quite active silent reader.

A Little Background About Me

I am 18 years old from Dharamshala, Himachal Pradesh. This is my first time repeating, and I've been coached by Allen Career Institute in Chandigarh. The anticipation of the 'official' answer key is nerve-wracking, and I’ve been waiting with bated breath like a maniac.

The Impact of Negative Thoughts

A myriad of negative thoughts have crossed my mind, and several have invaded my dreams. Here are a few relatable and humorous ones:

The State Counselling Nightmare

Once, I dreamt that I was at the state counseling center, and all the MBBS seats were filled. The leftover students were begging for an MBBS college as alms. This dream left me sweating profusely and with a palpable heartbeat that was audible even without auscultation.

The Examination Hall Fiasco

In another dream, I found myself in an examination hall, having filled my particulars incorrectly. The invigilator was sternly cajoling me. I woke up drenched in sweat and with a heightened heart rate.

The Misery of Cutoffs

Yet another time, I dreamt that the cutoffs for my state had risen significantly, and I missed a government college by just 4 marks. This dream has been haunting me, and I'm eager to see the official answer key to dispel these anxieties.

Final Thoughts

For now, I'm signing off with an open heart for any suggestions, edits, and upvotes. If you have any valuable input, please feel free to share!

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JAYADITYA KANWAR